Akosua Dardaine Edwards

Let's Share Lessons on The Journey

Akosua Dardaine Edwards - author, writer, coach, gender specialist, speaker


Get Centered. Get Clear

The truth of the matter is, when we are afraid, we act in fear. When we are angry, we react to the things that anger us. When we are lazy, we simply don't try. When we are self-sabotaging, self-defeating or self-defiant, we blame other people for our lack of progress. We conveniently forget our habitual reactive behaviors that leave things unsaid, tasks incomplete, dreams unfulfilled, goals unmet and people hanging on. Until Today

Random conversation with a long time friend last night. In chatting the talk  moved to our ex husbands, they were both best friends as well. Many a double date happened when we were courting!

She told me that the new house my ex just built is a mansion, so modern and spacious and went on to explain its merits. 

After she said it I immediately responded that I am happy for him, that it was funny though because he expressed to me that he never wanted to live in that area. 

When the conversation ended I realised that I was feeling bummy! 

I realised that I had to explore these feelings because,truth be told, I truly believed that I had moved on and was all past these feelings.  But clearly there was something bubbling underneath that rose after that chat.

I decided to sit in the feelings, to not dismiss them as I am okay and make some other bull shit excuse about how I was feeling at the time.

As I sat in the feelings I realised the feelings were a call to action,  action o overcome the feelings of fear and not enoughness that I carry around with me since then. The ones that I mask but reared its head last night.

The feeling that I am unable to ever be financially stable again.

The feeling that I can recover from anything.

It's all good to appear as if I have it together on the outside, from the outside - the most important thing  I have learnt is what is happening on the inside. Because eventually what is happening on the inside will find its way on the outside. This is what has been happening to me. I have been stuck in certain areas and it has manifested itself in some of my actions and responses.

Have I forgiven myself, Have I forgiven others?

Have I felt all the feelings and know this too shall pass?

My cousin said to me "aim to make peace with the situation and do better, get centered and get clear about your intentions" 

It was just what I needed to hear at that time

Get centered

Get clear

Get unstuck

So I have resolved that this is a wake up call to do something different, to take action, to focus and to believe!

There is always something good coming out of every situation, we see it when we are willing to see it.


Check out Akosua's critically acclaimed books

What Did I Learn Today?

Nyabo (Madam) Why Are You Here?

Daily Lessons on the Journey - A Journal

Your story is inspiring, your delivery is real
— Barbara Ince, President - Maloney Women's Group
The students who attended the function were so inspired by you they want all their friends to be exposed to your story.
— Cherisse Rawlins - Teacher Moruga Secondary
I must thank you for your presentation, many people were blown away by it.
— Sharon Christopher, Dep CEO First Citizens Bank Limited
It was a pleasure hosting you. Your reading from Nyabo (Madam) Why Are You Here? - was both thought provoking and insightful, thank you.
— Consulate General of the Republic of Trinidad and Tobago - New York
You are an inspiration to us all
— Marlene Charles, YWCA President
I can’t stop telling people about your presentation. You changed my life forever!
— Michele Celestine, Executive Director Heroes Foundation
What an honour and priveledge it was for me and my wife to host you during your stay in Washington DC
— Anthony WJ Phillips-Spencer, Ambassador Extraordinary Embassy of the Republic of Trinidad and Tobago
Unveiling was exactly what I needed, thank you.
— Participant at 2017's Unveiling- Looking into the Mirror of Self
Akosua, congratulations and thank you for that fabulous and thoughtful sharing from your book. I did NOTHING for the weekend but read your books. Madam, I found your story telling light and entertaining, true Trini style but DEEP.
— Sandra Ferguson, Agency for Rural Transformation, Grenada W.I
After hearing Ms. Akosua speak, I now know that I am everything and that I have everything to become who I want to be.
— Jenna Marie Bharat, Student- San Juan South Secondary School
Madam Akosua was awe inspiring. Excellent motivational skills. For me as a new retiree her words encourage me to “give back to the village”
— Anthea Doyle
Inspirational for both year groups. Forms 3 and 5. They were at the edge of their seats. prodding them to plan and even when things do not go as planned... to never give up when faced with life’s challenges
— San Juan South Secondary School
She is complete, sincere and true to herself. Akosua relates to you on what is common in all of us, our humanity.
— Odella Jowaheer